Saturday, October 27, 2007

Nobody's home

Guess what. I'm not home. Guess where I am. I'm not gonna tell you. Yay for Joey Girl she is 15!!! Happy Bday to all ppls and esspecially her. We had half days all this week it was pretty sweet but I was really bored. I'm gonna go now cuz Joey G don't want to say anything....jk she says hi.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Homecoming!

So I finally decided I would attend homecoming, I'm not sure what exactly was holding me back, but I relaly didn't want to go. But I have convinced myself I will have tons of fun, not to mention I was practically death threatened by cowgirl....so I'm going with two of my besties, and I think we're just gonna rock and singles and lovin' it corner! Well tha's about the only update in my life, it's been really slow over here...school, homework, TV, sleep. Repeat. Tuesday was interesting, I had a guitar lesson, then a band concert, and in between I attempted to do my homework, but didn't get it all finished. I woke up at 5:30 the next morning to try and get it done, but that's didn't do the trick either. But I survived, so it's all good. I think we did a nice job at the conert though...so that's very good....

Monday, October 15, 2007

loooong weekend

Wow usually busy weekends fly by but this one seemed really really long. I hung out at Fred's on Thrusday, went shopping with my mom and came back and spent the night, we were kinda pathetic I think we all fell asleep like by 2, that's what happens when you don't sleep all week...Friday my mom took us, us my family not us my friends lol, waaaa, out, we went to the mall to find some shoes, which we didn't find, and we ate at Cafe D'Vine, yay, I love that place, it's attached to Branches, the Christian bookstore, which I adore, I could spend days in there and they have a huge music section. Ummm, dunno what else we did but we were out almost all day. Friday we played at the hs football game, played instruments, not football, we lost of course, 48 to 7, but I think I already said that. Then Saturday I slept until noon, kinda hung around in my pajamas all day and then had a blast at the dance, of which I also already talked about. Then today omg, I slept until 2, I was so embarressed, but I got up and boys were gone, riding dirt bikes then I was quite bored today cuz my mom was studying Biology labs for school tomorrow. I went for walk and my dad and brother came back and caught me lol, I was out on the roads and they were there too at the exact same moment, then told me to get back home now. So I did and my mom "talked" to me alittle about wandering off, and now I have to stay in the neighborhood....that stinks. At least we have a trail...

My dad made this interesting dinner which was actually very good, and then I cleaned some stuff then came upstairs, got kickd off the computer, and then read Ecplise for the millionth time again, and now I'm almost done with it but I had to pee then got distracted by the computer, so here I am. Now I'm just kinda sitting and thinking, and not really knowng what to do. I'm really really hot, and don't know why, I just feel like I'm burning up. Ya now what's weird? I have a really high body temp, I always have, I had feveral freakouts when I was little, but I just run at like 100 most of the time, but I always feel cold. Except right now, I'm really really warm, I should check my temp lol, maybe I'm actually really cold, that would be kinda odd. Kinda odd seemes to be the story of my life though, so I wouldn't be too surprised....

Ok I eriouslly need something to do durng the day, so that at night I can do all the stuff I was supposed to do during the day, get it? I will find something, though any advice would be very helpful....

Ugh, tomorro'ws Monday, as long as the weekend seemed I still don't want to go back, at least it will give me something to do. I am so not excited about school though. Well I guess that's that, so.....I'll talk to ya later. Love ya!

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Ha ha ha awesome tests

So I saw this on cowgirl's blog and had a blast doig these quizzes, here are some of my results...



You Are 44% Girly
You're a little girly, a little boyish, and probably a whole lot indie.You have your own unique style, and it pretty much defies gender lines.



Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)
Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal.Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all menYou are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.



Your 1920's Name is:
Dixie Freda



You Are 64% Healthy
Your diet is quite healthy, but you don't too crazy with what you eat.You know how to eat what's good for you, but you're also careful not to deprive yourself.



Your Hair Should Be Purple
Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional.You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights.



Your Career Type: Artistic
You are expressive, original, and independent.Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.You would make an excellent:Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic DesignerIllustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.


so yes.....that was fun....you should check them out....

Dance!

Hey guys, I went to my friend's church dance tonight and had a BLAST! It was really fun, nothing exactly exciting happened, but it was just cool to get out and hang out with my friends, I'm been stuck in the house a lot. We had a bunch of sugar before we left so that helped the mood too. So yeah...that was today. I got up at noon, well later then noon actually and kinda just sat around and ate Halloween candy the whole day, I worked on my costume a little. Oh and I was going to run but not even past the first mile I had a major sugar crash so I just kinda walked around a bit then headed back in for a shower. My brother had a football game and the won, sso that was cool, they had to go into overtime and then they scored a touchdown. Our highschool football team lost miserably on Friday, 48 to 7 I believe, I was there, playing that dumb pep band music....and it was really cold. Anyways that was the dance, thanks so much fred for taking me!

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

MR FACE IS RUINING MY LIFE!

So....you're probablly aware that I am not happy with school. In fact there is really only reason I am going to school for, and sice tha is about to change I am officially looking into homeschooling, and since my mom is at school during the day that erlaly makes it perfect for, house to myself, all day, I can get a job, do some classes online, and have time for everything else in my life. Not to sound like an absolute teenager, but I seriouslly see school as an almost compelte waste of time. last year was great, I had lots of clases with my friends, mostly, lunch was amzing, and I was busy enough when I got home to not be able to worry constantly. This year I see one friend the entire day really, am learning nothing I am ever going to need to know in the future, and don't have enough homework, can you beleive I'm saying that? I mean, I still don't get it done, cuz i can't initiate myself to just start the little bit that I do have, but just....ugh. But that wasn't my problem...not today.

You probablly already knon that I deeply dislike my Band teacher, aka mr. face. I won't go into that, so just believe me, he is not en easy person to get along with....

So I was trying to turn in my fundraiser money this morning before class and he just gives me this look and says, talk to me after class. So I talk to him after class and he goes, please come into my office. So I do, and he starts doing a whole bunch of stuff and starts muttering about my schedual and stuff, and I'm like, just confused, I mean I'm just trying to give him money, seriouslly dude, get a clue. So he finally turns around and goes, "I would like to move you to Wind Ensemble. You have geography apparently but...." and he messes around more, "Mrs. whoever teaches that 4th period too.....so that would work, and then..." and he goes on about moving my entire schedual that I just got straitened out around so that I could be in a different band for him. Then he goes, "We'll move Jo and cowgirl (with thier actual names of course) too, we really need a whole French Horn section, so we'll just see about that, and, oh..." and he point to a corner, "you can grab some entertainment books in there. So.well I guess I'll fix this out and let you know....is that ok?" so I'm way confused, I'm just like "what....?" and he "explains" by repeating he needs french horns in wind ensemble, and I asked if he already had any and he says yes, on, but.....she does trumpet too, or some excuse under his breath....so then he said he'd "figure that out" and then I left. Not very happy.

Well let me clarify a few things before I move on, 1) our highschool has two lunches, early and late, and you might rememerthat me and my friends got completelly spit up, two of us in mine, early, and the rest in late, that was bad. But mr. reason I go to school happens to be in early, so that's ok, and 2) the only reason last year I didn't switch to homschooling was because I had come classes with my friends, since I don't this year, the only reason I'm not homeschooled is because of Edward, in my band and in early lunch....and sadly, I'll be honest though it's very pathetic, he's the only reason I'm still in school. Sorry BFFs, I have no classes with ya and you've just been demoted, ha ha ha totally jk, but you guys know what I mean. Right? Good.

Well, if mr. face switched me to this other band, I would obviouslly not get to see Edward in band, that would be a major bummer, but there's always lunch right? Wrong, what period did mr face say geography also was? 4th, that means late lunch. That means not early lunch, which means I wouldn't see him in lunch either. On the other hand, I would be in lunch with the rest of my friends, but I would leave my BFF in early lunch, and she'd be all alone and that would be really sad. Of course she's gorgeous and popular by herself so she'd have somewhere to sit, but I would still feel bad.

See my dilema? I mean I'd hate to think the main stress in this was over a guy but I'm very disturbed to say it is. Partially. The advantages of switching would be A) higher level music, better scholarship possibly, more challenging and fun B) I'd get to band with 2 or 3 BFFs, C) I'd get lunch with 2 of 3 BFFs and lost of other friends I miss so much and D) I dunno if mr face really gave me a choice, oh, and one more E) I wouldn't have to do pep band. YEEEEEEEES. Reasons not to switch A) BFF 3 of 3 would be alone in geography, lunch, and band, yikes, B) I would see Edward in band, omg he is the most amazing thing to see ever in band lol C) I wouldn't get to see Edward at lucnh, even though he sits with his girlfriend and it really just depresses me more than anything it's still w onderful to just watch him, D) I'm really enjoying the music we're doing in Symphonic, as chessey as it is, it's very fun, lots of good horn parts and E) Well I'm just kidna getting atached to all the cool peeps in Symphonic, I mean not really but I need another reaosn so it's even.

I guess I'm just annoyed at mr face for putting pressure on me, which I really do not need right now...or ever, but especially right now. I mean I ate an entire bag of chips, like three candy bars and a containter of granola, that's how stressed he made me. Argh. Ok well I dunno why I'm so ticked about this, it really isn't that difficult, but I just feel like being ticked and he seems like the perfect canidate to be ticked at.

Hmmmm, ya know if I as never a band geek I would never have to deal with this....

Saturday, October 6, 2007

Wow...I can't believe Saturday's over. I dunno what I did Friday, I didn't feel to well, but that day went by really fast and now Saturday's gone, and just omg, life's way too short. Today my brother had a football game, 6 to 7, they lost by one...then we went to an Asian market, then got some lunch at the community collalege here, they were having like an internation little gathering sort of thing, anywho's they had food, it was very good. We looked at some futons for me, my faves I finally found on the internet today, here's the urls... http://www.bedroom-furniture-direct.com/Elite-Products-55-6118-CP-EL2130.html#ReviewHeader this one's very pretty and te cheapest.... http://www.modernlinefurniture.com/newexdebllea.html this one's my fave and leather and almost exactly like I was imagining before I went on my futon hunting spree. I want one for my room by the way, instead of my bed...

We came home and did some Halloween decorating, then I went to the movies with two of my friends and that was very very fun, we saw "The Seeker" it was pretty good, a little random though. Then I came home and bugged my mom with my brilliant Britsh accent until she told me to go away, and now I've been e-mailing cowgirl, and looking for futons. I can't believe the weekend went by so fast! That's so crazy I don't know were the time went....ttyl!

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Life Today

Ugh today was so uneventful, I was really bored, but I really have a lot to do, a lot to study for. I worked on some songs, worked on guitar, piano, lots of music today, but no MP3 player cuz, as always, the battery's dead. I really have nothing to say. So.....I guess that's it. Edward hugged his gf again at lunch, and Jo was kidna sick today and didn't feel well, that stunk. I have a dumb way of my emotions morphing into those of the peeps I really love, so I didn't feel too hott today either. I've been trying to work on not complaining so much though, lol, that's working alright in my actual speech, but not so well when I'm writing....aka right now. Cuz all wanna do at the moment is complain. But I'll suck it up. I went rolar skating today! Not anywhere special, just around my neighborhood, about 6 miles, that was nice to get out, the air was so soooo perfect, and then when it got dark it was really really nice, but my parents weren't home so I figured I should be inside, that took a lot lol, I really wanted to wander around. I went all this week without taking a nap, I guess I've done that before lol, but usually I come home one day and am out as soon as I sit down, not sleeping at night can really get to a person...and I think I've had in one week the amount of sleep youre supposed to get in one night....though the cookies we made have done some good. I was quite hyper tonight. Ok well that's one big paragraph of nothing, I think I'm gonna go now.....I really don't want to...I don't know where to go. I want to go outside...it looks so so perfect right now. I need to do something, dance or somfin, get myself excited...Oh I don't remember if I wrote about it yesterday but I saw one of my oldest BFFs yesterday, gonna call him Curly Top, he switched schools a year ago and that really got to me, I missed him so much, and now he goes to a different high school, and he's a MAJOR soccer fanatic, he's so good at it, so he has practice 100 miles away a few times week, football after school, and games for both of them on the weekends, needless to say I haven't seen him much. But he was actually home yesterday and we stopped by so that was really cool. I really miss him.

Ok my blob of a paragraph is done. I'll go now....buh bye....hope you all are having more luck with any sort of inspiration then I am....

Monday, October 1, 2007

Yay for October!

Wow, first day of October! I can't wait for Halloween, I have a pattern for this awesome dress, purple and black and really gothic looking, and omg it's going to be really really cool, if I ever get around to actualy finishing it, which I WILL.

I was so sad and lonely today at school without my Freddikins! Lunch was horrible...and getting off the bus this morning and not seeing everyone was so so sad! Ugh and Fred I really needed you at lunch today....I wasn't doin' too hot cuz Mr-dude-I-am-spying-on, aka Edward totally hugged his "gf" like, twice and besides that he had curly fries and I really wanted something hot and they sounded really good. hmph, I hate lunch!!!!!

I started reading Twilight again today. That was cool, Monday's are usually ok cuz Dancing with the Stars just started again so that's pretty sweet, and so I watched that and read during the commercials, and now I really have to do my homework which I am not looking forward to. Oh! And yesterday I believe, I got a new idea for a book, or some writing anyway, I was inspired by Johnny Depp lol, we watched Secret Window again, I love that movie and there is no reason to love it. Anyway I'm working on a new plot so it will be intersting to be to se if I get any further then 50 pages.....again. I know someday I'll find a story that sticks....

Hey buddies we SO need to get together! I miss seeing everyone all at the same place at the same time, school is so horrible we're all split up, so I say....Friday, or next Friday, we all meet somewhere and rock out til we have to go to sleep. Where should we go, any ideas???

So...life's been treating me pretty good these days, I mean life's not fair, but compared to some past parts of my history I've been doing pretty good recently. I've been the perfect amount of busy this week and weekend, just enough homework to keep me focased, a new story idea, inspiration to run, or at least get in a few crnches lol, and my Halloween costume to work on, and then making sure I say hi to my buddies. I can't stand not being busy enough, but today was just about perfect, besides the fact that I have not yet done my homework, but I got to watch my show, so that made me happy. I really want to dance!

So I suppose that's all I have to say for now. I can't decide whether or not I want to sit down with the books, geography quiz tomorrow, or....find someing else to waste my time on. My guitar did not get to move today, we're both very sad, and I don't think I'll get to practive before lessons tomrrow, oh well.

Oh my gosh it was totally creepy today....Mr. Face get's really annoyed at Edward in that class, and Edward kinda...disapears, it's so awesome and freaky and just, omg, he's so cool. But anyway he never gets caught but today I totaly saw him sneak out the door, and I know no one else saw him, I was watching people, except for Mr. Face, and he totally locked him out! So while we were working I of course was staring at the door and then about 5 minutes after he left, and Mr. Face locked the door, Mr. Face went back to the door and messed with it again, and then waked back and I looked around the room and Edward was already back. It was insane, I mean if you know what room I'm talking about then you'd know there's two ways into it, one though another room, but I was watching the main door and I can see the other one out of the corner of my eye and I swear he didn't come in through either of those. It was insane. Omg he is so much like Twilight's Edward...you would not even believe it....hey cowgirl check out the very top of page 74, the first book, uncanningly true....

Ok so I suppose I through here....geography calls! Ugh, so does Science and English....waaaaaaa. : ( Love ya all! Home you have more intersting things to do then I do!