Healthy Me

Hey guys I have decided I want to be healthy lol. I mean there really is no reason to fill your body with junk just because it tastes good right? Right. So we went to the Body Worlds exhibit yesterday and it was very interesting, and really made you realize how much what you eat effects your body. it does like, alot.

So who's with me? I'm not saying no junk food of course, just.......only a little junk food. And more excersise. I want to live to see my grandkids, and there's diabetes, heart probs and tons of other stuff in my family that I don't want to get. Fruits and veggies are awesome, I just don't seem to crave them as often as uhh, cookies. And chocolate.

So here's my proposition....for the month of October. I'm going for it so you should go with me ; 1) only one sweet/bad thing a day, ie. potato chips, chocolate, ice cream whatever... 2) At least 3 fruits/veggies a day, I mean I think we're supposed to have like 3 fruits and 3 veggies, but for now I'm saying 3 total, and 3) 30 minutes of excersise at least 5 days a week. Horse-back riding included, of course, and walks and hikes and like major inense house-cleaning and so on.

We can so totally get this, so I say rock on fellow heathy ppl!

Hey guess what! Burgerville now has hot dogs, even more reason to go there besides the fact that they are the best burger shop ever! I tried them tonight, and I approve, they're very good. We ate out three times today....McDonalds for breakfast/lunch, high school concession stand for lunch/snack, and Burgerville for dinner. I am going to be so sick tomorrow.....

Tworanges and twilvers

Guess what I have a major growing pain in my thigh , it hurts really bad, and I'm still really bored and wish I was able to sleep at least sometimes..... Sorry I just felt like complaining....

So.....ya know how supposedly nothing rymes with "orange" and "silver"? Well whoever said that was so totaly wrong, cuz guess what was just invented today by yours truely? Tworanges an twilvers. Ya know the lines in the road? The yellow ones in the middle and the white ones on the sides? Yeah, well the white ones are tworanges, and the white ones are twilvers, so pass it around, the Englsh language has two new words as of September 26, 2007. And orange and silver officially have rymes...

I have three tests tomrrow, and since its a half day (YAAAAAAAY!) that means one every period, science, trig, and English. Fun for me, actually I don't care a whole ton but that's alright....

We had two guest speakers come in and talk to our Geography class today, it was really cool. They were missionaries in Argentina, my dream job, just not in Argentina, and they just told us about life and cultures there and stuff it was relly cool. I love other coutries so much, Mexico's one of my favorites, I need to go back there so bad! Who's up for a vacation?

So....anyone have plans for weekend? I have been so bored this week but I think I'm gonna be fairly busy now, we're going to some museum thing tomorrow, after my mom gets out of school, and then on Saturaday we are going on a train ride, I am not excited about that at all. I'm quite scared of trains, they make me so nervous, and I have already really really begged not to go but apparently we've already bought the tickets, ut I'm not done with my beging yet, I really really don't want to go. Then my brother has a football gae in the afternoon, and then Sunday's church hopefully and we're celebrating my sister in law's birthday at my grama's house for dinner, so that should be fun. So in canse anyon cares and I don't get a chance to get on here, that's my plan for the weekend. What's up with anyone else?

Oh and I've said before I'm looking for a job...if anyone has any ideas please please let me know, I need $2000 for a mission trip to Peru and several other things so any ideas would be really awesome. Thanks, and love ya all!!!!

New Fave Song

Ok so Skillet is one of my new favorite groups, thanks so much cowgirl! And a new favorite song, amoung many other Skillet songs, is "The Last Night." Here's the lyrics, the tune really pulls it together though...

You come to me with your scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye I didn't want you to see me cry,
I'm fine But I know it's a lie

[Chorus:]
This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything You need me to be

Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you they don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say It's just a phase,
you'll be o.k. you're fine But I know it's a lie (Chorus)

[Bridge:]
The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me a chance I will help you hold on Tonight Tonight

[Altro:]I won't let you say goodbye And I'll be your reason why
The last night away from me Away from me


"The night it so long, when, everything's wrong" that's so so true isn't it? The times you need time to be by the fastest, when everything's wrong, that's whe time passes the slowest.

So that's my song, here's a video, not thier video, but you can hear the song anyway, it's so beautifull.... http://youtube.com/watch?v=ZmtSq1jzPy4 enjoy!

Life today

I finally got to spend time with my BFFs today, that was really cool. Today was a half day at schoo, which was also really cool, I was excited. I went to bed at like 7 last night, and sorta layed there for several hours, still woke up completelly not awake, but it was better then my usual 3 or 4 hours. I found a battery for my MP3 player, in my backpack yesterday, and that was really really awesome, I finally got my music back!

So I got home today at 11:30 which was AWESOME, and seirouslly felt like I was gonna puke, same as I did yesterday, so I was really hungry cuz I hadn't eaten much yesterday, and not much today either, but I still felt really sick so I skipped lunch again, waaaaa. I did my mom's list of chores, she was at school, and played my guitar for a while, I just got "Yours To Hold" by Skillet, so that was fun to practice, I love that song so much. About 2 Fred picked me up and brought me to Jo's, she had to do her homework first, and then we hung out for a few hours, then I had to leave at 5. I went for a walk in the dark, and wandered for a while in the woods a little ways away from my nieghborhood, then decided that wasn't to intelligent when I couldn't see, so I came back, and made a CD for my sis in law's Birthday, I'm quite proud of it. And now I'm bared, man I need a job soooooooo bad. Actually I want to take dance, but see then I'm spending more money insteda of getting out of debt...

Well I totally got my heart broken a few days ago, and agian today. There's this e-mail forward I got from a friend about the power of Heavenly Father, and it was a bunch of situations where someone important or famous or something was introduced to God, dissed the Bible or Jesus in some way, and had major consequences later, a lot of deaths. It was quite scary, but all true, and they all died within days of when they said bad things about our Heavenly Father. Well I've had a really good friend since Kindergarten, who apparently got that e-mail, and then forwarded it to a few people with something like, "Ever heard of coincidence? Anyway please don't send me this kind of junk." that really really hurt me. He's not as close to me now as he was when we were younger, but it still really really just like, stabbed me with a realization, I knew he believed in Evolution but I hadn't really thought he was so strong against God.

So I replied to him, asking what he believed about that, and got back, "I'm atheist. Yes, I believe in Evolution." and that was about it. That just really hurts me so bad, one of my best friends, not having the most important power in the world. Not going where I'm going after this horrible life. It really stings.

Happier note, I finally got down some food, and I'm feeling better, a little....so that was my day....anyone done anything interesting???

Average day...

So today was pretty typical for me I guess, I did have some random mood swings cuz one, I thought for sure my crush wasn't dating the girl I thought he was dating, and was very very ecstatic about that, but then found out that yes, he did have a girlfriend, so now I'm really bummed. I wasn't very happy in band, health and fitness we played volleyball so that was fun I guess but I had no energy whatsoever, and I totally collasped on the floor from laughing so hard and not being able to hold myself up. Oh yeah I forgot my bus ride to school, it was very enjoyable, I listened to my friend's IPod as always. So lunch I was asolutely thrilled cuz I thought for sure I had Mr. Crush figured out, and I was kinda out of it until I got home, and then heard the news from my "sister" that she talked to him for me and he did have a girlfriend, though he wasn't spicific as to exactly who that might be, I have one girl in mind, who I was suspicious of before, but today he totally hugged three other girls at lunch and none of them was her....

I actualy got to run today! I was very excited, I was like dead tired but totally energized after my run, and when I got back convienently the nieghborhood boys were all riding jumps in front of my house so I hung out with them for a while, then really really needed a shower so I said I'd be right back, took the fastest shower I've ever taken and when I went back out they were all gone...waaa lol. So then I was bored again, and I can't seem to locate my devotional book.

I convinced my dad to take me to Barnes and Noble cuz I really needed a book for English, and then I also got Twilight, so I am very hapy now I can read it and don't have to borrow it from someone! Seriouslly, everyone HAS to read that book.

And then I helped with dinner a little, pork chops and aweosme green beans from our garden whic I absolutely ADDORE, and that was about 8 when my mom got back from little bro's football practice, then we watched the premier of Dancing with the Stars, they don't have anyone too huge on there this season I was kinda bummed, and then I attempted my homework but ended up calling Fred for answers cuz I couldn't concentrate. I guess between all that today I kinda ate dry cereal and was online alot looking at random sites, it was a really boring day, and now I'm still totally bored...I so need a job....

How's life going for anyone else???

The best songs ever...

Hello everybody I need to know your favorite song or songs, I'm trying to put together a list of the songs everyone needs to hear at some point in their life, so I guess it doesn't actaully have to be your favorite, just ones that you really can't get thought witout listening to at some point or another....any ideas would be wonderful!

I still have no triple A's...

Anyone know...

Why is it that you are at your most energized time of the day only when there is nothing for your energy to be good for?

I Heart Edward!

You guys totaly have to check out Stephenie Meyer's new book, the first chapter's published online, it's awesome. So for anyone who has no idea what I'm talking about, Stephenie Meyer's is the mastmind behind the supposed trilogy Twilight, New Moon, and Eclipse, three of the most amzing books I've ever read, vampire love stories, with every part of literature you want in it. Well "we" were all very upset when the third "last" one came out in August because, sob sob, no more Edward. But.....I just got news today from miss cowgirl4christ that Stephenie's not only working on a forth book, but she's sort of re-writing Twilight in Edwards perspectve! It's really amzing, but I reccomend you read the actual series before you read the new chapter. So here's the link to Chapter One in Edward's Story, Midnight Sun.
http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/midnightsun_chapter1.pdf
And the Stephenie Meyer's homepage is http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/ if you are intersted in the books, they are so amzing and seriouslly, no gir should ever go without reading these!

They're also making a movie! I have to idea how they're ever going to cast someone as Edward, but I wish them luck, Stephenie on her books and the director on the film. Happy Everyday!

Mom's sick...and the ussual ramble...

So guess what, my mom got sick right before we went camping on the beach, so she was kinda miserable I think she had what I had right before school started, but if she doesn't and I pick this up, which I probablly will, I'm not gona be happy. Yeah I don't exactly have the best
immune system, I seem to be sick all the time, or just not feeling quite right.

I am so not ready for Monday..I figure if I stay up all night the weekend wil last longer, but you know it really won't. I didn't have a very relaxing weekend, my family and I were all kind of on edge, which is wierd, we're usually pretty calm, there just seemed to be a tension, you know like when you're waiting for the end of something, but there was nothing coming, so I don't know we were all like that. Yes it was a very intersting weekend, another one wasted, gone by way too fast. I did get some guitar in there, I'm working on a riff and it seems to be taking up a ton of my time, though it's not really that difficult. I haven't really picked up my horn at home, just in band, which I am not happy with, as I said, at school, so that's getting a little boring with nothing to work on cuz I'm not doing lessons for that. I think I'm gonna stick with guitar until I really get the basics down, then go back to either horn or piano, I love them all, it's so hard to have to choose which one to do lessons with, I just want to do them all all the time, but that would be $80 a week, just on instrument lessons.....that would be bad.

Speaking of money I so need a job. I would totally work like just maybe 5 or 6 hours a week, I mean I'm usually swamped with stuff to do but if I really schedualled stuff well I could get in at least that. I was thinking about that a while ago, and I brought it up with my mom and she said that would be great, but I mentioned something about it a little later and my dad blew up for some reason, and that was an absolute no. In spite of that I've been keepng my eyes opened for anyone willing to hire me, did you know here 14 is legal age? Ad well I've decided I would really like to be a waitress, kinda interesting as to why, I mean, working at Forever 21 or something would be fun, but I think I would really enjoy serving people, I mean, as a symbol that's kinda what we're here to do, right? Like, our purpose on earth, to serve Him by serving others. I mean that's not why spicifally I've decided I want to be a waitress lol, that's just because I really think it wold be fun, for me, cuz I'm a little strange...but it just sort of makes sense....I don't know.

So....I'm out of triple As for my MP3 player, that's rather depressing, I don't sleep well and when I don't have music, well I sleep even worse, so I really need to get some tomorrow. I went through the entire battery this weekend, as in I put a new one in on Friday right before we left, and then when I sat down in my room about 3 today it was dead. That was rather depressing.

I don't know how many writers I have reading this, but I write quite a lot, and you know when you have been writting a lot lately, and then when you say something then in you're head you're like "she said lazily" and such? Well that's really obnoxious....really really. I love writing, and reading of course too, but that's a major downfall to it, one of the only downfalls really, and it probablly doesn't really bug anyone but me....alot of odd odd things bug me, esspecially recently...like the way my brother eats with chopsticks, or how my mom stares down her food, it's just kinda wierd, but I'm not just like, curius about it, I'm downright annoyed to the point that I'm like "Why are you starring at it!? It's not going anywhere!" and I mean that kinda doesn't get you too many points with your mother. I'm working on just walking away lol, but in the middle of dinner with my dad that ussually gets you into more trouble then if you jst asked what the heck was wrong with her food.

Hmmmm, well I suppose I'm done rambling for now, I don't know what else I have to do...since my mom's sick her and my dad went to bed about 9, that was obnoxious I was completlly bored, thank you cowgirl for e-mailing me though! So I'll talk to ya all later, love ya!

Water!

I am seriously craving ice cold water, my mouth feel so so dry and it's driving me crazy...just thougt I'd let you all know.and besides that I'm bored...

I'm home!

I was at the beach this weekend, with my parents and our Jisu, but my brother stayed with a friend cuz he had a football game....yeah, I see where the priority in the family is not.....jk.
So we had a very very good family friend that just passed away from cancer and it was his daughter that was getting married. And since all of his family lives...not here, and they just came up for the funeral, no one could really come to the wedding, so my family and I really just went to support his wife, the bride's mom, cuz she didn't know a whole ton of people. I dunno how many of you have been to "Oysterville" lol on the Oregon coast but that was where it was at, it's the most adorable little town! The chuch was so cute, tiny tiny, and all the houses were like way old fashioned and it was just adorable. So that was my weekend. Other then the wedding I found a huge rock/wall to climb, and that was fun, I got a few hundred feet up it before anyone told me to get down, I'll put a pic on here, soo if you can find me!!!

Blondes have more fun.

Well I've always had long long brown hair, and then in 4th grade I cut it, 8 inches, and then cut off 10 more inches, yeah, it was really long, and gave the 10 inches to Locks of Love, and then I decided to do that again, so I grew it until the end of 8th grade and cut it all off and died it blonde. Seriouslly, blondes really do have more fun, I love black and like, goth stuff but I love how bright my hair is. Anyway today I got to sit under the dryer for another hour cuz my regular hair lady was back from vacation and she said she needed to "fix" me cuz she wasn't too happy I had someone else do it when she was gone, but it's all good now, I'm a little blonder then I was yesterday....but it's all good. So that's my story.

Booooooooordom.....

Sooooo, this is the problem I am facing right now...I have tons of stuff to do, but can't seem to be initiative, but I can't really procrastinate cuz I have nothing else to do.....that's really sad...I guess I could probablly find something to do if really wanted to, but I feel kinda bad for not doing what I'm really supposed to be doing....poor me ad my poor conscience...

Ahhhh, High school....

Well, I totally couldn't wait until high school started, but I'm so not excited about getting up everyday anymore. It kidna stinks. I mean, my best friends and I got separated at lunch, homework's on overload, my crush is constantly hanging around some girl and for the life of me I can't tell if they're dating or not, I have one class with two of my bffs and that's kinda it, and I was so excited about band, yes I'm a geek, but now I'm totally bumbed aout that cuz all we're doing is pep band stuff. So now I can't even go too all our games without having to play my instrument at them. I'm relaly trying to make the best if it...really I am...but I'm kinda not loving high school so far....life so isn't fair....